It will always come back to you

Hi everyone, this is my first update for today

Just so you know, I am a girl that if possible, really do not want to bother anyone with my small problems.. Ive been tat girl lately..

A girl that would like to TRY to solve my tiny matters before asking people for help... and I am quite proud of myself cuz i was doing great.. heheeheeee until..

Until I own a lappy

An Aspire 4740 with windows 7.. huhu.. I dont rilly know about computers, honestly..

And i kept on bugging people about matters related to my lappymuluu..

I was so annoying till my mum proposed that I buy the DUMMIES book series. huhu

That was like a huge wake up call.. Since then, I kept it to myself..

Every time my lappy would turn into bluescreen, I could just wait until it started to reload again..

There is nothing much that I could do.. huhuks

Its really sad knowing that I am not even good at this.. I should be, but I am not.. So I kept on letting this blue screen crashes passed.

HOWEVER, something somewhere in my tiny conscious, FORCED me to ask around about this and do some reading about windows crashes.. To get this over with!

I always go to my bestfriend if I was having any problems with my lappy.. But somehow I felt so small to always go to him.. I was scared that he might thought I was taking advantage of him cause I know that is his NUMBER UNO DISLIKE!!

So I start to ask OTHER guys about this techno stuff.. I went to RAJA, he'd go " Apit kan tau, tanya la dia". huhuh.. Okay, lets try someone else... Then I asked Mirul , he goes "Apit lagi terer, if he doesnt know how to solve this, then I am even worse" the third guy , faeez.. and yes he also said the same thing "Syam kan tau, cuba tanya dia.. ko kan ada number dia"

GUYS, WHAT IM TRYING TO DO HERE IS TO NOT ASK APIT.. huhuks.. I always always always bother him with my lappyproblemo.. Sorry Apit.. huhu I know u are the most talented among em.. and this proves u are hehe.. but I was scared to ask because I know you already have your problems to fix .. I just don want to bug you *muAX* hihi

But at the end of the day, I am truly happy cause its proven , my bestfriend Apit is the best in handling this tech thing.. And he has the respect of many people..

I am so proud of you .. MUAXIES!

and I might go to you again and again ok, cause it will always take me back to you wherever I turn to... weheeee~

Friends? Are we?

Hey guys..

This is weird, 360degree weirdness @_@

Ive never ever ever updated my blog thrice a day!!

This proves how bored I am :(

Im so confused cuz i shudnt be bothered by this issue at all..

Im used to getting used to this..

BUT

This time,ITS CONFUSING!!!

I know i cudnt say all these words to him cuz he wudnt even listen to me right now..

Okay here goes nothing..

I dont understand sometimes, the way my friend chose to express his feelings..

His problems..

Yes i know, everybody has their own SPECIAL ways of solving their private matters..

and I have no right to step in.. What am I to him?

I am just a worried friend..

Okay , what im suggesting here is, try to loosen up a bit

Put ur guards down for awhile..

Tell me whats wrong.. Or just tell any of ur bf's about whats bothering u..

U'll feel better I think..

And we, ur friends wud stop ourselves from being judgemental towards u..

NO OFFENCE , but if u keep on doing this, it'll be harder next time

Just open up :) Try it once in awhile

Kepergian..Absence makes the heart grow fonder..

Selalu aku ingatkan diri , tabah, cekal...
Aku fikir aku teguh tanpa teman..
tapi bila satu per satu mula pergi, hati terasa sakit

Arif dapat tawaran PLKN siri kedua dan perlu lapor diri hari ini
28MARCH2010..
Adda dah masuk Taylor's, orientasi hari ini
28MARCH2010
Nita dapat tawaran Nirwana :(

Im sad cuz this is the end of us as high school students
We used to be so together all the time..
Giant day out together, Jusco day out together, jamming together
We did almost everytg together these few months

But now its all gonna change
Our lives as college student begins..
Everybody follows their own path..
Its truly a wake up call when i received Adda's sms
"im here in KL "
she's gone :( seems like yesterday when we hung out together :(
But i am happy for our memories..
All the memories will remain as one of the best chapters of my life
Thanks for being my friends
Syuhada, Khairul Arif, Shanita , Shafeeq Hisyam, Danial, Miul

I will always love each n everyone of u <3>
All the best in your future undertakings

IT WAS a FUNday!!!!

First of all, Im sorry that AdDa n Apit cudnt join us. We still love u! *hugs* :)



We went to Landmark Central 18January2010 , hang out there for HOURS!! We did some AWSOME activities together such as BOWLING (the boys played ^^) , and SNOOKER!! then finally, we went KAREOKE-ing together!!! But of course lah, the KAREOKE pictures are forbidden here.. heeeeheeee, soooryy!!!

here are some of the photos.


This was after the fun part!! KAREOKE!!! Iqwan did not sing anything! T_T he's tooooo cool I guess, hehee. At first Danny hesitate to grab the mic, or even whisper to it. But after about 3 songs, HE WUDNT WANT TO LET GO!! OMG he's so cute :) Arif was as energetic as ever!! U ROX!!!! ^^ amirul participated this time, A LOT!! he sang Lagu Untukmu with Fiqah, it was ok. huihuihuiii..
this is the list of songs that we sang that day! ^^
1.The Reason 2.In The End
3.Cari Jodoh 4.Thriller
5.Lagu Untukmu 6.Wannabe
7.Somewhere I Belong 8.Singkong dan Keju
and MANY MORE!!!



SI RAJA looking MACHO! :) weeeeeEEww!



This is Am, he always try to avoid the camera, duhhhh?? heehee.. But he's cool




This is Me n Fikah! we love each other @_@ erk?? hmmm okay. hehe















We went to Noddle Station. Look at Am, ahahaha :P



Wrapping this up, it was fun hanging out with them, it will always be fun! Cant wait for our next dayOUT!!! Take care guys!

AM I NOT F*&%^%G COMPLICATED ENOUGH FOR YOU????

Hey, its been awhile since I last posted a blog.. Now, since I have a story to tell, I'd like to start over.

Im sooooOOOOooo damn confused right now. It seems like whatever I do, wherever I go, these damn things will always TAG along! Things.. I meant things :) I dont know what you want from me, I dont know what am I to you, Ive tried to keep some sort of "safe distance" between us, but you just kept on coming back. Its like you never get enough of me. Im hurting okay, just so you know.

Lately, Ive been thinking about us. I dont think I am STRONG enough to be pretending that I am HAPPY. Okay fucking right then, I am COMPLICATED. SO, now what ? Am I not COMPLICATED enough for you? Bullshit :(