AM I NOT F*&%^%G COMPLICATED ENOUGH FOR YOU????

Hey, its been awhile since I last posted a blog.. Now, since I have a story to tell, I'd like to start over.

Im sooooOOOOooo damn confused right now. It seems like whatever I do, wherever I go, these damn things will always TAG along! Things.. I meant things :) I dont know what you want from me, I dont know what am I to you, Ive tried to keep some sort of "safe distance" between us, but you just kept on coming back. Its like you never get enough of me. Im hurting okay, just so you know.

Lately, Ive been thinking about us. I dont think I am STRONG enough to be pretending that I am HAPPY. Okay fucking right then, I am COMPLICATED. SO, now what ? Am I not COMPLICATED enough for you? Bullshit :(