Wednesday, July 28, 2010

berhari hari daku menunggumu


haizz, penantian satu bentuk keboringan yang nyata
japgi ada kelas pukul 11. physical & inorganic chemistry.. Mrs Shamala memang terbaik! I loike pastu ada lecture english and Biology.

Sementara tu, meh kita berhibur dengar lagu PATRON TEQUILA ramai ramai
Best Best BEST!!
*bila lagu dah habis*
*sigh*
Sementara nak tunggu 9am, leh lagi stalking Fb boypren n gupren ku. Banyak kali pulak tu klik klik klik tgk page dorg, boyprenku si pitput, rindu boypren sgt!! guprenku cikda, rindu jugak jugak!
i wanna huggie! sobsob wuwuwuu

Semalam calling2 sembang dgn boypren smpai habis redit I. Tapi best sgt! Semalam aku amat stress mress, boypren pandai n sangat wise tolong nasihat2. Dia baik! Patu kami gelak2 sembang macam2.. Best sgt! Rindu dia .. Lopiu! Boypren cita situ takleh on9 sbb dia tak subscribe tenet servis. Boypren ku kesian dia tadak tenet kat umah baru, tapi dia dah kethiaq dah n berjaya dapat tenet. So,boypren ku kata nak on9 friday ni ( YEAY esok la tu )!! tak sabar nak tunggu boyprenku on9 nak berym dengan boyprenku yg comei!
*mintak mintak bukan sekadar harapan palsu yee*

dialog utk pitput dari tintun -->> Baru rapa hari je u tak on9, I dah tercari2 terkedek tekan klik klik klik Lastfm n facebook u tau. huhu lagu u dah engaq byk kali!
Miss muai boypren! >4

My gupren pulak citanya nak call ku japgi, lepas lecture yg bakal habis pukul 4 nanti. Tak sabaq nak sembang dengan guprenku. wee~! Katanya banyak cerita lagi nak kabarin kepadaku. harap tiada duyung yang menari breakdance di dalam isi topik utamanya ahakS! kalau ada, aku akan pening dan pengsan on the spot tau guprenku!
*emm harap gupren dapat terima kenyataan bahawa daku dah pening menduyungkan pemikiran*
Dialog buat gupren ---> Miss u yang! Lopiu tau! hihihi

Oh oh oh, dah 9am lebih dah, kena siap2 get ready lau tak kena tinggai bus!
Daku amat merindui semua rakan2 ku yang para hensem n jelitawan, Si Nita, Si Danny, Si Afor, Si Raja n Si Miul!
Harap semua sihat belaka!
TAKE CARE

LOTS OF LOVE



Saturday, July 24, 2010

the name i always loved





* listening to "The Name I Loved" your version*
sobs

I always felt like a huge hole is being punched into my heart slowly whenever you went away. But this time, its much worse than just saying a simple goodbye. It hurts so much! Do you feel the same, dear?

I expressed my emotions quite badly few days ago cuz I refused to accept the facts just yet. And I might be a little optimistic this morning while talking to you, but, well you know how I really feel right?

I was used to having you very close to me all the time. You were always there. You assured me that nothing will change, well truly, as much as I wanted to believe you, I just cant stop thinking about how things will change after this, sweety.


Now I am finally LEARNING the fact that there will be no more weekend sweet escape with you and I am not surprised at all by the horrible frustration that comes with the truth, the truth that it will be hard for me to see you again. The worse part is, NO MORE KARAOKE SESSIONs WITH MY DEARBU!!! uwauwaaa~~~!

However I do believe that our csfness is very firm! The trust we gave to each other, well its something special! and I just hope that it will never be lessened by this gap between us. Instead, it will make us stronger~

Nevertheless, you know you'll always be very close to my heart and my thoughts, each and everyday. That's for sure. I do believe that you'd do the same thing to me and u will never leached my side!

The best part was, no matter how many arguments we had previously, we still prefer to hold on to our happy memories more. ehehe You are the best thing that has ever happened in my life! Just so you know,you will always be the bestest guy I've ever known, will always be a part of my big crazyfamily, will always be my lurblycsfboo!

Well well well, my dearest one is getting into LKW soon. I'm very happy and extremely excited for him!!! I know this would be a special moment in his life as we've waited for this long enough and I wanted to include it in my life too! I just wished to be there with him during the registration day and such. Will pray for your journey to go on smoothly!

ALL THE BEST!! as always, "STUDY HARD DEAQku" hehe

SPREAD YOUR WINGS N FLY, DARLING!!


p/s: i will never say goodbye to you, instead, i'll just say see you again! hehee love you!