the name i always loved

* listening to "The Name I Loved" your version*

sobs

I always felt like a huge hole is being punched into my heart slowly whenever you went away. But this time, its much worse than just saying a simple goodbye. It hurts so much! Do you feel the same, dear?

I expressed my emotions quite badly few days ago cuz I refused to accept the facts just yet. And I might be a little optimistic this morning while talking to you, but, well you know how I really feel right?

I was used to having you very close to me all the time. You were always there. You assured me that nothing will change, well truly, as much as I wanted to believe you, I just cant stop thinking about how things will change after this, sweety.

Now I am finally LEARNING the fact that there will be no more weekend sweet escape with you and I am not surprised at all by the horrible frustration that comes with the truth, the truth that it will be hard for me to see you again. The worse part is, NO MORE KARAOKE SESSIONs WITH MY DEARBU!!! uwauwaaa~~~!

However I do believe that our csfness is very firm! The trust we gave to each other, well its something special! and I just hope that it will never be lessened by this gap between us. Instead, it will make us stronger~

Nevertheless, you know you'll always be very close to my heart and my thoughts, each and everyday. That's for sure. I do believe that you'd do the same thing to me and u will never leached my side!

The best part was, no matter how many arguments we had previously, we still prefer to hold on to our happy memories more. ehehe You are the best thing that has ever happened in my life! Just so you know,you will always be the bestest guy I've ever known, will always be a part of my big crazyfamily, will always be my lurblycsfboo!

Well well well, my dearest one is getting into LKW soon. I'm very happy and extremely excited for him!!! I know this would be a special moment in his life as we've waited for this long enough and I wanted to include it in my life too! I just wished to be there with him during the registration day and such. Will pray for your journey to go on smoothly!

ALL THE BEST!! as always, "STUDY HARD DEAQku" hehe

SPREAD YOUR WINGS N FLY, DARLING!!

p/s: i will never say goodbye to you, instead, i'll just say see you again! hehee love you!